GrowingPatient1336

Please don't  lock it up inside, I don't want to forget how it feels without. Not all my tears have been cried, But I want to let it go, All the fear, all doubt. Can't change the past, But here it comes, running at me fast. I keep running  but can't keep the pace, Here it is again yelling in my face. I don't even want to hold on to me. I hate knowing what's wrong with me. Why can't he just let me be? Don't touch me, don't you dare. I hate the way you peak and stare. Keep making the hairs stand up on the back of my neck, Keep shoving the memories in my face, The very ones you created, The ones I want so bad to forget. I want

A heart heavy with lies, A life drenched in stress, A mind convinced it deserves less. No one will look into the past anymore, To scared they'll see a man they don't adore. But the memories are becoming more than she can ignore. Life doesn't have to be perfect, It just has to be worth it. But when you are afraid to let people in, Scared to let them see what made you who you are…. Well here's where she begins; She's terrified of rejection, of hearing her hearts not worth it, Her body has too many scares. She needs him to understand her, But she's so ashamed of her past. She wants to be with him, But she doesn't want to mo

Betrayed, exhausted and hurt, With too much distance between us to make this work. You had to leave, I had to stay. I thought nothing could make your love stray. But, I was wrong, so very wrong. Now your love is nothing but gone. What could I have done to make you love me? Like I loved you… but it doesn't matter, our love is through. I was forced to face the inevitable truth; We are always a little foolish in our youth. But all the letters, all the notes, All the painful things you wrote… How can you say you love me still? I don't know if you ever did, But now it's clear that you never will. I love you and I am sorr